i'm not really sure if this is the right section to post my inquiry, i hope it's proper anyway
so i'v been living in japan for a year now, busting myself everyday between school and gym.
i'v been lifting for 3 years now and pretty much go 5-6 days a week to the gym
i have made good gains, but have been stagnating for the past year or so
changed my diet to the point where i'm on a really low deficit
whenever i look to bodybuilders on the intertubes i just keep admiring and wondering why i can't be as big
i get crazier and crazier everytime pushing myself sometimes to prolonged gym sessions where it can go up to 4-5 hours
i know we all share the mentality of bigger, stronger, leaner...the superhero within us all shouts out for more and more...and this is why i came here seeking for help and knowledge
anyhow, living in japan is extraordinary; however, my minimal understanding of the language restricts me from so many cool stuff. i'm not whining here but sometimes i would appreciate if things were a little easier!
i have no prior knowledge to aas and desperately trying to give it a try but i don't know what, when, where and how
i tried going to HRT and anti-aging clinics to get me prescribed, they did welcome me however they only offered mediocre quality stuff
like cream and powder tests.
I have done a little homework and would like to try the real deal and do it the smart way with proper cycle and pct
my goal is simple. i just want to get a little big and very lean at the same time. i know that members around here have way more knowledge about that than i do
I would appreciate any help from you guys regarding what should a hard beginner lifter cycle for the first time
and for those living in japan i would really appreciate tips and hints regarding how to get aas and the regulations behind it in japan
i read that possessing 1 month supply of aas is legal here and people do order them online from local and international sources
i tried visiting some local online stores and pharmacies however again my hiragana and katakana are barely survival mode.
i'm getting disappointed lately...my drive to workout is gradually decreasing and i'm really desperate to see the fruits of my hard work
i know if i do this it will motivate me more and more to get stronger and leaner...hope you guys can help me out