So Ill keep this story fairly short i hopes someone knowledgable will take the time to read it. Im a recovering heroin addict. I got clean a few years ago but after a decade of abuse I felt my test was shot. Ive always been active in sports and lifting even early in my abuse, my friend suggested I try some test… Here i am 8 months later unsure about how to stop.
Im 35, 5’10, 190lbs 10%bf. I have a very physical job and am very active after work with various sports and activities so the test was a godsend. I finally had a libido again, I could recover from work day to day and just felt great in general. Something changed in the past month, I began to develop body acne which ive never had before, my sleep became disrupted and my nipples got sore. My testes began to shrink, my sperm is chunky and weird now, and my heart has been beating rapidly. I want to stop but Ive heard it can be even worse for you if you dont do it correctly.
I am doing 200mg IM, every 5 days or so, not an absolutely crazy dose but I have been doing it for at least 7 months. I also take some liquid tamaxifen once a week or so by dropper, that stopped the nip soreness.
I have two bottles left, should i just stop taking it? Or get on a weening schedule? I have excellent insurance, should I involve a doctor and explain the situation. I was told by a friend i should take hcg but i dont know where to get it. Any advice would be unbelievably appreciated. I know there are knowledgable people on these forms because i read them for about a year before, in college, when contemplating steroid use (a decade ago)