Used to box in my British Army days where I was also a PTI. I competed and such then carried that on. I dont compete anymore, but will train till I die.
Im into all around fitness, running, try to hit all the main compounds at gym and then boxing.
Thing is as I hit 40 and belong into the big blue it not my ability that is suffering. I can still clout out half the young’ans haha. But thats more a midset I think but the fitness is still there. Issue is recovery.
Ive finally got to a stage where training daily is getting to the stage where I do a light day every other. Has me really frustrated. A 55 year old guy I know from gym who I know said he took 100 Test E 10 months a year then PCT. He trains same as me but recovers like a 20 year old! He says its the Test. Hes not a dealer so not gonna make money out of me and ive seen him go.
Ive took roids before but a decade ago so no stranger, done all the research and done it all safely. Ive never been a body builder but appreciate fitness very much.
Im considering doing what he does. Part of my research is just putting this out there. So here I am.
Only thing that concerns me is its gonna be a life long commitment. I mean there is no going back. Im not gonna do anything rash.
Not wanting to divulge too much on an open forum but fitness keeps my head on straight. And allows me to take way less mental health meds. Many like me. Fitness will be part of my life till I die. Not negotiable.
Am I doing the correct thing. Remember Im not wanting massive hypertrophy or to be a bodybuilder however leans muscle mass isnt a problem as long as its predominately functional.
When I did my last cycle thanks to a dirty bulk (Ate anything! Dick I know) I went really fat. If I keep my diet clean what I will do, way I see it is diet is the first port of call with things like this, roids being the last after you have tried everything else, but I must ask 100ml of Test E a week not gonna balloon me with water is it? Or anything I haven’t considered.
Please feel free to ask any Qs, rip the piss whatever (just don’t live in glass houses )
First post. Joined TN after reading some inspiring posts that got some great respectful answers.