I hear ya. 3 years ago today I was standing 6’2 @ 16 years old and weighing 145. Today I am 19, 6’3, and weigh 205 with a fairly low bodyfat percentage, alng with what some would say to be fairly impressive lifts, much to the credit of T-Mag and Westside. It’s amazing how much one can learn from simply doing the research with a little empirical evidence to boot:)
As for my goals now. Well to keep progressing. Adding quality LBM and keeping a reasonable level of BF%. Now loaded with the knowledge of how to cut the right way (the easy part) and the realization that one must carry some fat to gain large amounts of muscle(the hard part) I am on the right track I think.
Short term goals= I am on day three of 6week bulking cycle including M1T/4AD/M1T&4AD stack two weeks each in that order.
I know it is a little weird. Everyone else is cutting down for summer and I just start to pack it on. But, hey it was just the best time for my cycle to get the attention it deserves and I should be able to catch the end of July and August in good shape after PCT and then some cutting.