I think the timeline here got mixed up, thats my fault. All of the before pictures are before i touched gear (except the covid one)
Currently i weigh 185 at around 14% bodyfat
My lifts are as stated
2 years ago i weighed 145 lbs and looked like shit with terrible T levels.
Obviously you lose some size and strength when going off, but i have steadily made progress each cycle ( EXCEPT for when covid shut down the gyms in my country like i said earlier, i lost gains because of shut down gyms and no supplier, therefore i had to hop off mid bulk, my natural test obv did not recover in those 5 months and i looked like shit, i repeat - this is not the norm)
Im sorry for the confusion