hahahaahahahahahahha. This is one of the dumbest things I've read on so many different levels i dont' even know where to start.
if you can find a good TRT doctor go that route you are 39 so why not. GP's are all idiots as are the vast majority of endo's.
Id start self administering TRT as you search for a good TRT clinic as life's too short to feel like shit and have low test if you can change that.
go back to your "cycle" dose of 250mg lol