Im 29Y/O I weight 140 pounds, 5’9 and a nursing student
About 10 months ago I started to get really fatigue but at the same time it felt like I could never get any sleep almost as If I has insomnia. So I was never well rested. Along with the fatigue I developed an erection problem. I could no longer hold a erection and if I did it was not very firm this really started to scare me because I have always had strong erections. At this point moving erections were completely gone a long with loss of sensitivity. Which means It was basically very hard for me to wear a condom anymore.
My Primary care did some blood work here are the labs
After this my Primary Care sent me to a Urologist and he put me on clomid 50mg M,W,F and 1mg of Arimedex 1/week. For one month here are the results after clomid
I still felt really bad. I mite say I was now getting even worse. My memory was not as sharp and I had no motivation. The worse part was my penis felt really rubbery almost as if it didn’t have as if wasn’t holding that much blood anymore. It just didn’t seem a its regular girth when flaccid. So after putting me on clomid for a month my doctor didn’t seem to know what to do. So I took matters into my own hands and found a very nice testosterone clinic. They decided to put me on HCG mono therapy instead of TRT. They said they ere going to do this because of my age and I mite be able to get away with just HCG mono working for me. But also they wanted to try to avoid any fertility issues. But I also forgot to mention I have bilateral Varicoceles on both sides. Grade 3 on my left and Grade 2 on my right.Also I developed twitching all over my body we still haven’t figured out where this has come from yet though.
So they had me on HCG mono 500 I.U E.O.D with .25 Arimedex 1/week after 6 weeks here are the labs
Now with the HCG my energy level did get a lot better and so did my sleep. But as far as my erections and libido nothing at all has improved. Now I will say for the first 2 weeks of HCG mono I woke up one time with strong morning erection and had strong libido for a while but after that everything went back down again. Because my FT was so high and my E2 my doctor took me down to 300 I.U M,W,F and .25 Arimedex 2/week. With that dosing my TT dropped all the way down to 423 and my E2 came down to 21ng. Its getting very frustrating because its been so long now that have been trying to figure all of this out and would do anything to get my old life back
Im really starting to get frustrated with all of this.
At the end of all this would like everyones opinion on my labs.
i would like to know if trying a restart is worth it?
Will I ever be able to wear a condom ever again due to loss of sensitivity ?
Will my penis ever return to normal shape due to it is always feeling rubbery and looks shriveled in its flaccid form ?
Can anyone tell me what are the symptoms of a venous leakage plz?
The biggest questions is do you think I should go for TRT instead of staying on HCG mono?
Your thoughts and opinions are very appreciated thanks