MALE
6’2"
360lbs
27yr old
Father of 2 boys 1yr old and 3yr old.
Hi I wanted to give a little back story first. My name is John, I’m 27, married and have 2 sons.
4 yrs ago my father passed away and I went through extreme tough times, Depression and so on. Before he passed away I was about 195 lbs which I know was still not optimal but I didn’t have a belly and I have a wide frame. I felt good I was athletic played basketball 4 days a week for 3+ hours a day. When my father passed I slowly lost my zest for life.
When he passed my wife was 3 months pregnant and I put on a smiley face and pretended to be ok…over the next year I gained about 70 lbs and was up to like 265 developed sleep apnea which caused so many energy level and concentration problems.
I began having trouble keeping a job because of extreme fatigue, the sleep apnea really is what got the ball rolling on my health problems. During all this time I had High Blood pressure.
Fast forward to January of this year I begin feeling really dehydrated and have extreme thirst and wake up every 15 min to a half hour when sleeping to urinate. I power through a case of water bottles a day for 3 days and still cant figure out what the problem is.
While at my mothers house she recommends I check my blood sugar, which I agree to do.
To my surprise the glucose meter wont even read my blood at the level it was. I go to the ER and the Blood work comes back and my blood sugar is 880. The Dr told me I was very lucky I came in because with all the water I took in (3 cases in 3 days) My sodium level was dangerously low nearing water intoxication levels. I weighed in at 390 lb at this point. It takes 4 days to get my blood sugar down and I am sent home with 2 different insulins and 2 different pills for diabetes.
At this point it was kind of a wake up call. I got home and watched everything I ate but it was still a struggle because of my constant fatigue and mental fogginess. I would fall asleep sitting straight up, sometimes during a conversation. Mine and my wife’s marriage has suffered especially at this low point. Today I am 360 lbs, have lost 30 lbs since that hospitalization.
But my continuing battle is for energy.
So I went to the Dr last week, and a bit of good news I am only on 1 pill for diabetes and am off all insulin now. Small battle won. During that Bloodwork however I found out that I have low Testosterone … It was 164 I believe and I am 27 years old. Also my vitamin D level
was also very low which I have started taking a vitamin for. Also started sub-lingual b12.
So anyways 164 for my testosterone level… The doctor prescribed testim, insurance wouldn’t cover it, cant afford 400 dollars out of pocked. She prescribed Test Cyp Injections, 200 dollars cant afford it since I have been off of work and have absolutely no motivation and dont seem to care about anything.
The Dr wanted to put me on test cyp 150mg every 3 weeks, yeah like thats gonna even help.
So I found a site in the UK that was reviewed on eroids and ordered test cyp 10ml 250mg/ml.
and Arimidex 1mg tabs. I planned on taking .4ml 2x weekly for a total of 200mg Sub Q weekly.
I have not received the order yet but it should be here any day, Any tips? I just want to feel better. Its like I have aged 20 yrs in the past 4 yrs. I just want to have energy to do things with my sons. Also I want to get healthy enough to be able to keep a job and take care of my family.
i Wake up every morning feeling like crap, I doze off all day long. I have absolutely no motivation and the simplest tasks seem overwhelming. Mine and my wife’s sex life has suffered. I experience extremely low lobido and ED problems. It takes forever to get hard and once I do I’m ready to “finish” already. My mind is always foggy now, I cant concentrate. Its horrible…
Sorry for being long winded, just wanted to cover all the bases.
Do any of you guys relate with any of my symptoms? Do you think TRT will help them?
Do you have any tips for me?
Considering I have to pursue this myself because my Dr wont even give me the Blood work I need.
I’ve been lurking a long time while anticipating starting my injections and feeling better. I understand I’m obese and need to lose weight as well to feel better. I lost 30lbs since January
so I’m trying.