-weight 150 lb
-I can grow a full beard slightly less thick on the cheeks. it grows pretty fast. i dont have a lot of hair on my body, just a patch in the middle of my chest.
-I was always skinny. at 22 i took ssris and gained 30 pounds. i lost them at 24 when i stopped the meds but i still retain fat on my belly and chest. I had a physical job so i was active all day but that fat still didnt go away. im skinny now with almost no ass but with belly and tits.
-health conditions, symptoms [history]
I havent been diagnosed with any health problems except depression, which I believe was misdiagnosed. I never felt any better on the drugs, in fact they made it worse.
When I was 19 I had no physical problems but had some social anxiety so I was isolating a bit after high school. I had no problems talking on and on with people i was comfortable with but avoided new social situations. I was prescribed Sertraline and Solian for depression supposedly but I didnt feel any different. I was however getting a lot of erections at night that wouldn't let me sleep and it was taking forever to ejaculate.
After 3 months I stopped taking them cold turkey. That's when all my problems started:
loss of spontaneous and morning erections, weak erection when i did get one, premature ejaculation in 20 seconds with no pleasure.
I rarely feel physical attraction and barely feel any emotions at all really. even my anxiety, I used to feel it as an emotion but now i dont feel it at all and just notice its physical symptoms. I don't feel like a person anymore.
General weakness and fatigue, brain fog, extremely bad coordination and balance, can't focus on anything.
I sweat excessively if I do anything: walk/laugh/get nervous/get hot/get cold/ sometimes even sitting doing nothing, and looking back it appears to get worse through the years.
I have a full head of hair but its about 30% gray and getting grayer.
I went back to the psychiatrist and visited 2 more since then each giving me more antidepressants but I havent had a single thing change over the years.
-Rx and OTC drugs, any hair loss drugs or prostate drugs ever
--lab results with ranges
TT - 480 ng/dl 286-800 ng/dl
FT - 14.09 pg/dl 1-28.8 pg/dl
e2 - 26.9 pg/ml 26-61 pg/ml
prolactin - 303 µUI/mL 98 -456
progesterone - 85 ng/dl 22-140 ng/dl
acth -12.5 pg/ml 7.2-63.3 pg/ml
erythrocyte sedimentation rate 9 <15 (general doc told me to get this to find infection)
fsh 1.83 mUI/ml
lh 2.69 mUI/ml -they didn't gave me references for males on these two. I'll ask tommorow or order new tests from another lab if it's necessary.
morning temp 98.06
afternoon temp 98.78
I have a balanced diet, meat, rice, beans, potatoes, cereal, smoothies from a bunch of vegetables every day. not many sweets. I had gluten and dairy free diet for 4 months hoping it would stop my sweating but nothing changed.
I never train. I used to have a physically active job but it wasn't exhausting. last 3 months ive been sedentary.
-testes ache, ever, with a fever?
testes never ache but they are quite small. i once did a hand stand and noticed they went back into my body
-how have morning wood and nocturnal erections changed
I used to have morning wood every day and it would persist for a while not allowing me to pee. after ssris all erections faded for like 3 years when i started getting some half boners in the morning and theyd be gone as soon as id wake up. At the moment i get 70% erections like once every 3 days.
I really need help interpreting these results. I just want to at least know whats wrong with me.