Thanks for the replies guy's. My problem isn't the HPTA (I have never done steriods, anti-depressents, cortisols, etc) but rather testicular related. My right testicle was undescended and never really developed right throughout puberty (remained small). My left testicle was fine until i got a varicocele (a common cause of low test and other problems) and my whole system went haywire. I got all the bad, bad symptoms. Low libido, ED (Chronic at times), low mood, reduced muscle mass, etc...
I watched all my blood levels go from good ranges to very bad. I was lucky to get blood tested a week before the testicular injury that caused varicocele and my Total T was around 700/800, TSH at 0.65 and so fourth.
As time went on my TSH went from 0.65 to 2.5 and finally i developed allot of hypothyroidism symptoms too. Overtime adrenal fatigue set in and my whole body crashed. So i had low test, low e2, mid-range DHT, low thyroid hormone (T3 was low), cortisol was low and progesterone came back VERY high. I have similar "symptoms" (if you will) of deca abuse (a progestogenic steriod), even though i never touched it myself.
All the signal's are firing but my body isn't responding due to the testicular problems, I don't have full blown testicular failure though, just unresponsive nuts. Other gland's are trying to make up for the loss (Thyroid & adrenals) and thus my problems.
Just looking for some general help if possible.