25 y/o caucasian man with symptoms of low T for the last 5 or so years
-Did not show signs of puberty until 17-18
. No underarm hair until 17
. 0 Facial hair until 20, and it is still just a dirt stash/no cheek coverage. I shave once a week.
. Height wen’t from 5’7-6’1 between 18-20
. Penis size doubled between 16-22
-Abused caffeine for years, 1-3 energy drinks, diet soda / soda / coffee a day from 14-24, quit October 25th 2016 after tapering for a month (currently on decaf).
-Sedentary lifestyle now, used to be extremely active with 3 hours a day of walking/running lifting/swimming. My gym lifting friends would outpace me with identical diets and lifting regiments. I currently do not lift.
-I live in Vancouver, Canada so I barely get any sun exposure during the winter but I am also self employed and work from home so there are times where I don’t leave the apartment for days and I don’t have natural light
- Currently eat healthy, I go between keto and 150g carbs a day. All organic meat’s, plenty of fish/chicken/beef, loads of greens and no refined carbs.
-Benzodiazipine withdrawals was on Clonozepam (Klonoplin) for 3 years 2.5mg a day. Spent 1 year tapering off but when I jumped off I felt like I was in hell and I still don’t feel right 1 year later.
Severe confidence issues, used to be an extrovert now I am borderline agoraphobic and hate interacting with strangers and sometimes people I’ve known for 10+ years. Pretty handsome guy, used to model so I’m not sure why I’m not sure where this comes from.
Sensitive to cold (get cold easily)
-Horrible Heart palpitations, it feel like my heart completely stops for around 3 seconds and then comes back with a HUGE beat. Doctor REFUSES test it because “your blood pressure is fine”.
-Complication went to shit. It looks like rosacea but GP is unable to confirm. Constant redness. If i lift my face goes neon red.
-Gain fat super easily around the midsection, glutes and thighs. Have an extremely hard time getting below 17% (estimation) body fat. Was on Keto 1400 calories a day and went from 195 to 170 in 3 months, could not go lower than that stayed at 170 for a month at a huge deficit. I used to weight 165 at 10% BF when I was 20 y/o.
-No morning wood, and I mean EVER
-0 sex drive and or spontaneous erections. Masturbation comes from routine/boredom only now.
-Vision quality reduced
-Generally sore muscles all over
-Marijuana everyday at night for sleep only
-Psilocybin microdose (got me through benzo withdrawals)
Note: “find a new doctor” Is just not an option in Canada unfortunately, I can’t even see a specialist in under 6 months. That being said I have been fortunate enough to sell my business for a large sum giving me both time off and the means to travel to any country (preferably the states) to seek the best treatment so would really like some advice / info on where I can go and who I need to see to get real care. Canada is a joke don’t buy the free healthcare hype.
Any and all advice is appreciated, sorry for the formatting