What are you going to do when you run out of that vial of testosterone, what’s your game plan? It will shut down your natural production and when you run out you will have zero->0 testosterone and you will find a new meaning of hell. Panic disorders could also be caused by thyroid disorders and low T, TRT is no magic bullet.
Are you aware of the dangers of being low T and the diseases associated with it? You need labs to determine an effective protocol otherwise you’re flying blind. My best advice get a job to pay for TRT, that’s your only option.
There a some guys who’s depression are caused by low T as well as anxiety, there are a lot of guys out there who are on these medications for depression who aren’t even aware the cause of their problems are from being low T. I’m was one of those guys.
You might try Defy Medical.