I am having some issues, and I have been a closeted reader for awhile trying to soak in as much information as I can. I even waited till I was older to see if I would still grow out of the way I have been feeling. My life feels very baseline, nothing excites me much and have low confidence. I am fatigued/yawning throughout the day even though I get 6+ hours a night. I don’t drink coffee or do drugs.
-describe body and facial hair: My girlfriend has more arm hair. Legs are little above the knee little to none, same with chest. Facial hair is slow growing and patchy, cannot grow a mustache or beard.
-describe where you carry fat and how changed: Used to be obese/overweight when I was 16, I lost 100lbs in total. Body fat seems to be carried from naval to thighs down.
-health conditions, symptoms [history] : Overweight/obese at a young age, during this time I dealt with a lot of anxiety and was put on Zoloft. “Hereditary” blood in urine (not visible), however seemed to go away when I lost weight.
-Rx and OTC drugs, any hair loss drugs or prostate drugs ever: Only zoloft for a small amount of time.
-lab results with ranges: Posted below
-describe diet: My hunger (urge to eat) is sometimes non existent. When I lost my weight I tracked macros and lost weight at a slowish rate. Sometimes I wouldn’t “starve” myself but I wouldn’t eat because I woke up late.
-describe training: Moderate intensity, I rarely have an urge to push myself.
-testes ache, ever, with a fever? Yes frequently they do, especially the last two years. Doctors told me it’s because of a small hydrocele(had an ultrasound). The hydrocele pain feels dull, but my I do have aches that feel different. Also noticed my balls are up higher and tighter to my body.
-how have morning wood and nocturnal erections changed: Yes sometimes no wood, especially if I ejaculated the night before. Sex and masturbation feel good, but nothing amazing and I don’t lust to have sex all the time. During the day I rarely get erections. I could care less about a naked girl, no lust. Went to a strip club and could not get aroused…
My doctor told me he won’t order blood tests because insurance won’t pay for them. So I ordered these through walkinlab. Let me know if I should get more. I just visited Europe and was able to get pharma grade test, arimidex, and nolva. If needed to do trt or try a HPTA reset.