So a year and a half ago i took 750 mg’s of test e a week for around 2 1/2 months and winstrol at 30 mgs for about a month. I was ripped off and ended up not having my hcg and nolvadex at the end. So i took a shitty anti estrogen from my local supplement store and tribulus.I have never felt the same since then.
Ive felt timid and in the gym i have been releying on adrenaline to get me through work outs and physicking my self out. I was really depressed when i first got off of the testosterone. And as time went by i have slowly gotten better. I do feel like i have been way less horny though i though it was just me aging. I still get ok gains in the gym but not like back in the day. so i got my test checked and its 413ng/dl Do i have low testosterone. And should i go to a specialist and get on trt. Im honestly pretty worried and angry at myself for making the dumb decisions i did. Im 5’11 at 15.6 percent body fat and weigh 200 pounds. I also used pro hormones i have done about 5 pro hormone cycles running up at least 2 compounds at once with shitty store bot pct.
So I would really apreciate some advice i am feeling pretty sad about all of this.