ok so ive got a very long story i could tell, but i figured id just keep it short and sweet to save some time.. im a 22yr old male whos been athletically active my entire life. when i was 14 i broke my neck, which only held me back for a few months and i went right back in to football and other sports.
I was always the over achiever type with everything, girls, weights, sports, everything. AND THEN one day senior yr, i go to hook up with a girl ive been with multiple times anddddd nothing happens, didnt really bother me at the time, until hit happened the second time. about 5 months later, i had gained about 40lbs and started to develop a soft chest, and my testicles started to shrink.. thats when it hit me and i went to my first of many doctor visits.
after a few visits i find out my test had been averaging 180-250, my FSH was low and my cortisol levels were down, yet the doctor told me i was fine. i started to become depressed and very irritable, and after years of doctoring, years of testing, years of eating as healthy as i can and exercising every day to stay as fit as possible and years of doctors telling me im too young to be on test replacement although my symptoms and levels have yet to change, im at a complete loss. there was one point thought that i got one doctor to put me on HCG for 6 weeks, and it was insane, i dropped weight and got so strong in a matter of weeks.. and then he took me off of it and considering all the ways it effected me he wouldnt let me continue with anything, basically left me out to dry.
i know reliable sources to get whatever i want off the streets, but i dont have the slightest clue as to where id start, or if its even the best of options. im just here looking for opinions, im kind of new to this site i was referred here by a friend of mine who knows whats going on, so yea any advice would be awesome.. thnx