I want to take this opportunity to publicly apoologise to anyone I didnt listen to who was only trying to help me when I was 18. I pray that I was not that arrogant, idiotic or just plain stupid.
To the OP. You have people here trying to help you out who do this professionally, or guys who have been doing this for years, and guys like you who made the mistakes you are about to. Do yourself a favor, and listen.