I suffer from depression, with a possible side-order of autism. It’s not fun, and you have my sympathy.
From a spot of Googling, TRT can help with depression, but only if your testosterone levels are low to begin with. Yours are normal. The chances are that it would be counterproductive, take a look at:
There aren’t any easy solutions, unfortunately. Yes, I’d like to be able to take a pill or injection and feel normal. The way to fix yourself is through talking therapies and lifestyle changes.